February 2012
1 post
January 2012
3 posts
First actual snow!!
It snowed last night and this morning so there was actually a layer of snow on the ground. Went sledding with CZ today (haven’t gone sledding since freshman year)! She told me there was a wood panel in my hall so we decided to carry that to the lawn and test it out. Unfortunately it didn’t work since the surface was too smooth; we did get a good laugh out of it though ^______^. We...
Last semester of college!
Currently on the bus back to Boston. My bro helped me carry everything down and also bought me lunch (Subway). I miss him already o.O
Hopefully I will get to see NC today if he comes to meet me at South Station.
Birthday video
He likes my videos!! He was very grumpy when he first called me at 12am though. I called him twice before that but he was probably asleep already. Good thing he was willing to go online again. Took a while for me to send it to him since my Internet was slow. But he loves them :D and he watched them many times over.
December 2011
6 posts
Finals week =[
NC told me he felt needy because when he wants to play games, he can’t because he misses me.
“I’m lucky to have you.”
– NC
“I thought about not calling you but I started thinking about you.”
– NC =3
I teared up because of his sweetness.
November 2011
6 posts
Me: How much do you like me?
Him: (After numerous analogies that I didn't understand) Like an alkane likes its hydrogen.
Traffic Jam
Trying to go back home for Thanksgiving break. It’s been 3 hours and we’re still in MA! I don’t think I’m going to be home before midnight.
Be back in 5 days! He skipped his class to spend time with me today (but that might have just been because he wanted to nap). We were really silly and weird.
Aww he called just to say “goodnight”. He can be so cute sometimes.
I feel like I'm a terrible person...
Just saw his pictures with her and they did get married this summer. I don’t know what to do.
“Sometimes when I’m holding you, I still feel like you’re far away....”
– NC
October 2011
18 posts
Even more confused
NC is a typical jerk like any other guy out there. Not sure how I’m going to hang out with him anymore.
It's about time...
I think I’m ready to look back on this semester and talk about the thing that has been stressing me for a while now. My relationship with NC is strange; I wouldn’t call us boyfriend/girlfriend but we’re definitely more than friends. We’re not at the level where it’s all sweet-talk and lame comments. But that might be because we’ve been sneaking around and no one...
=[
NC didn’t even appreciate the cake.
First night back
NC breathes too loudly when he sleeps x.x
Date ;)
First date with NC last night. It wasn’t supposed to be just us but then MC backed out so it ended up just being us. We had food in Chinatown and then we also saw a movie (didn’t get back till 1). So many misfortunes last night too, went down the wrong train track and almost lost my phone. But I still had fun.
...
Apparently SR is mad at me for favoring FB more and hanging out with him more. I don’t know what to do anymore; I see SR every single day so I just feel like I need a break from him on the weekends and I don’t ever see FB. This is so unfair for me.
“You should wait for me.”
– NC
I don’t know what he meant by that o.O
Late Nights
NC:
1. You’re always there for me.
2. I can tell you stuff.
3. I like spending time with you and when you got mad at me, I was like “oh no.” That’s when I realized.
4. We’re really good friends.
5. You’re very important to me.
Laying together in the same sleeping bag
I’m finally back home; been tearing up every now and then >.> I miss him already!
Thursday: Came back to Tufts and SR picked me up, dinner at Snappy Sushi, cards with SF and MC
Friday: hung out with NC after his work, dinner at Taipei Tokyo, hung out in my room
Saturday: board games at night, NC left early
Sunday: NC’s stomping on his floor
Tuesday: HAM final, hung out with...
6 more days
After these 6 days:
I will no longer be a junior.
NC will no longer be within walking distance.
I will no longer have plans to keep me occupied.
=[ I hope these 6 days will pass slowly.
Promise to self
Don’t talk to NC whenever I see him on. It’s the summer after all and we need to go on with our own lives.
NC I miss you already even though I just saw you this morning. I need a hug but we’re both busy this weekend :(
[in bed last night]
Him: I just love having you next to me.
Me: Are you actually comfortable like this?
Him: of course, you’re next to me.
AWH
“I like you…can’t wait to see your fat face.”
– NC
NC is back!!
He called today =]
Apple store
Ugh I can’t do this for a whole weekend. They are so annoying.
10/20?
Thursday
First time this semester <3
Watching the Jumbo volleyball game made me realize how much I miss playing.
September 2011
6 posts
1 tag
We've done it again =.=
It was a lot easier/faster this time. There was still red. He felt it, I didn’t.
He broke me
It was pretty terrible/painful. It wouldn’t even go inside me and when it did, it just hurt so much.
Bled too.
Used 2 of them because they kept slipping off. Now I’m scared and need to buy some pills.
Tried too many times, for so many hours.
Tired afterwards, napped.
1 tag
He wants to do it on Saturday…I don’t know how I feel >.
Fenway
I have terrible luck, didn’t get anything I wanted today.
August 2011
16 posts
5 tags
Bro all gone =[
After the Hurricane Irene debacle, Bro finally took the car services to Stony this afternoon. He was supposed to leave on Saturday but parents wouldn’t let him since Irene was supposed to be extreme, especially in Long Island. Classes were cancelled today for him but the LIRR were still down today so he had to take the car service.
I miss him already; no one for me to chat with at home....
Preparing for hurricane Irene ._.
6 tags
I Hate Goodbyes
Last day of internship today; I didn’t get much work until the last hour from Jim. Helen was slightly mad that they bombarded me with stuff at the last minute and she insisted that I leave at 5. So towards the end, Jim took over. Then I went around, saying bye to everyone and giving everyone hugs. Had some tears in my eyes too; this is why I hate goodbyes. They should never happen.
My team...
5.8
Earthquake in NYC! I was out to lunch with the T1D team and we didn’t feel anything. Didn’t find out till we saw it on TV when we were done. Then we saw everyone on the street and Jacqui emailed us to evacuate the building. So we just met everyone downstairs. People got frozen yogurt =]. Then we all came back to the building safely! Glad there was no damage though. Some people at the...
How old do I look?
A YMCA staff asked me today if I was the mom of this 3-4 year old boy. I was like =.= Do I look that old?
1 more day of internship left
=[
I need to speak out and interact with my colleagues more!
Technoloy fail
5 hour chat with SR and SF.
Skype, oovoo, meebo and google plus XD we’re awesome like that